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If you know where my writing journal is, I posted a drabble there today. The day I actually write something...

Here's a list of stuff I want to do.

* I want to be able to go on a rollercoaster with my best friend without hyperventilating.

* I want to be able to talk on the phone with some close friends without being so paranoid about what I'm saying, because they're my friends.

* I want to be able to write something, look at it, and say, "Yeah, I like that."

* I want to be able to see what people see in me.

* I want to see. Now, how do I get there?

And, besides the fact that I'm happy, I don't think I've ever panicked this much since I somehow found myself on the summit of a Great Adventure rollercoaster. *G*