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Jun. 6th, 2006 09:36 pmOnce again, my anger gets the best of me. I hope none of you ever see this.
At the base core, I am an absolutely vicious person. If angered enough, I'll rip apart anyone, friend or other, to prove my point. To protect their well-being. To get accomplished what I think is best for them. To protect them. Arrogant.
And I just did this to a friend.
Once again, my anger gets the best of me. The dilemma here is that ripping someone apart is not any of the above things, but quite the opposite, and it will never end well, ever.
At the base core, I am an absolutely vicious person. If angered enough, I'll rip apart anyone, friend or other, to prove my point. To protect their well-being. To get accomplished what I think is best for them. To protect them. Arrogant.
And I just did this to a friend.
Once again, my anger gets the best of me. The dilemma here is that ripping someone apart is not any of the above things, but quite the opposite, and it will never end well, ever.
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Date: 2006-06-07 02:01 am (UTC)I know how you feel :(.
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Date: 2006-06-07 02:07 am (UTC)[hugs]
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Date: 2006-06-07 09:53 am (UTC)Not feeling remorseful afterwards.
Heh.
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Date: 2006-06-07 08:04 pm (UTC)If you can live with it, and if you are sure that what you are doing is the only viable option, and if you are sure that the person needs such an act taken to then, then you are making the right move. It is insanely difficult, but... sometimes necessary. This doesn't mean you're "absolutely vicious" -- far from it.