floweranza: (arashi ohno grumpy.)
Julia ([personal profile] floweranza) wrote2009-04-29 09:19 pm

Grumpy! Don't want tomorrow!

AUUUUGH!! Just because it's fun to type.

I want to be able to put out some serious fic! It's kind of hard, though, because my internal!womanly!radar (in regards to Arashi) is just CUTECUTECUTECUTE. Everything ends up CUTECUTECUTE which is fine (makes me go lovely_lovely too) but if I can write at least one thing that escapes that without losing the essence of what (I think) Arashi is, that'd be super awesome for me. GUYS I WANNA ACHIEVE SOMETHING!! cheer me on~!

Fics I will love forever due to their amazing!awesome/plot/humour/drama/amazing!characterization all in one: Windfall, a Detective Conan/Magic Kaito fic series by Ysabet. ...unashamedly, this is my fic idol. :P

[identity profile] mayhemagenta.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
GO GO GO!
Ganbatte!

Create a serious mindset! I know you can do it! <333

Meanwhile:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA to that gif XD

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
I can do it! I can do it! ImageImage

Re: gif. That's pretty much how I feel right now, school!wise! FLOP. Image

[identity profile] mitsuchan.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
AHHHH, NEVER STOP WRITING THE CUTE +_+

(it's not OUR fault they're so damn adorable. .__.)

... btw I still haven't stopped squee-ing over your debut-era fic. It's amazing. ♥ I feel like it captures them so well. ;^; (and it even includes the initial angst and anger and "do not want"!)

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
I CAN'T STOP WRITING THE CUTE EVEN IF I TRY TO!! XDD

(yeah srsly guys, don't stop)

Ahh, thank you! ;n; Seriously, I was watching the SCP with Ohno and all his stories of struggling really touched me rly. It's incredible hard to keep working at something that you're not getting any recognition for. And then being dropped in the spotlight where no one knows who you are all over again - must've been really freaky!

Really, when I wrote that fic, I didn't want it to end up 'cute' necessarily but Ohno and Nino took over OH GOD IT'S LIKE A DISEASE ofcute.

[identity profile] mitsuchan.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
XD Those jerks. Being so cute all the time and all. >:|

and AUGH, I KNOW. Ohno was already my favorite by the time I watched that but I watched that and it was like "!!!" Augh, and he seems so GENUINELY HAPPY AND GRATEFUL when he talked about how he finally spotted people with ohno uchiwas~ (even if it's always the moms and old ladies. rowr. XD) AHHH, god, I love them *babbles incoherently* D:

Well, it's not like it's tooth-rotting or anything! Seriously, it feels just right *A*;

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
If I ever, ever get the chance to go to one of their concerts, I will be the idiot waving all five uchiwa like WAAAAAAAI! WAAAAAAAAAAI!! ARASHI! [flails]

And.. e-excuse me while I go drip happiness everywhere. ;n;''' Image u(_ _)u

[identity profile] mitsuchan.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, sometimes I wonder "would I really just hold an ohno uchiwa? ;o;" I'D HAVE TO ROTATE THROUGHOUT THE SHOW OR SOMETHING. XD

*helps you sop up your happiness??* ;^; ♥♥♥

[identity profile] primroseshows.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
OH! YOU CAN DO IT, I KNOW YOU CAN! Man, maybe you can watch some clips that put you in a serious mood -- OH WAIT, IT'S ARASHI. Well maybe like Kiiroi Namida or something? Hah, don't listen to me, go at your own pace! Even if you keep on putting out cute fic, this is still very, very good. Good luck!!

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
I CAAAAN DOOO IT! (Bob the Builder? Arashi the Builders? Bad thoughts??) Hahah, yeah, I THOUGHT of that and then I hit the same roadblock - what kind of serious thing could I watch! Ah-ha! MMA Rowing Club! But wait, they're so cute when they struggle and get irrita- damn! Image XD

I will indeed try my best. :) Arashi fic is very, very fun to write!

[identity profile] whoompah.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
aww bb you can do it! just start writing anything down and see how it goes on from there and don't be afraid to change and alter stuff <3

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I will work hard. [workhardface]

And will, of course, share the results! :D

[identity profile] ruisetsuna.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOUR CUTE THOUGH Image

BUT YAY WORK HARD, DO YOUR BEST! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IIIIIIT ImageImageImage

[identity profile] floweranza.livejournal.com 2009-04-30 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I LOVE YOUR CUTE TOO ImageImage

I can DOOOOO ITTTT! if i survive the next two weeks hahah
oh god i wanna go home already and laze around with arashi for 2 and 1/2 months BRINGIT D: